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What A Long Strange Trip It's Been
Monday, 29 June 2009
It's a mad, mad, mad, mad world
Mood:  not sure
Topic: Reality

Ed, Debbie and Kayla are scheduled to arrive tomorrow night and the house is a frickin' pig sty. The kitchen is a mess, I haven't dusted, I need to clean the bathroom with the steam mop, the library needs vacuuming...oh, it is just a mess. I need to clean out the refrigerator tonight before I go shopping tomorrow. I have put a list together of everything that needs to be done, but I just don't know if I can get it all done before they arrive.

This weekend was the conclusion of a month of hell for me. I worked three Saturdays in a row - eight hours each of those days. Many days in June I have worked through lunch to get things posted and on Tuesday, June 23, I actually was at the office at the AMAC building until 9:20pm finishing closing the district's books on grants. I was so exhausted when I got home I cried. I cried again on Thursday night because my headache would just not go away. Finally, my body just gave out and I took the day off on Friday. My back hurt, head hurt, and I was shaking. I had worked 22 of the last 25 days - a minimum of 8 hours a day. During that time, I put in 36.5 hours of overtime. A normal day being 8 hours, that means I put in an additional four and a half days of work! So, how does that work exactly? In 25 days, I really worked 26.5 days? Can you start to understand why I was so frickin' tired? Hmmm?

I haven't done anything but work for so many days in a row I was going crazy. Shaking, crying, dreaming of numbers and mumbling them in my sleep. This is the stuff that makes people turn to drugs I tell you! So, when I took Friday off - I did NOTHING! I did not a damn thing! The most I did this whole weekend was make dinner on Friday night, go to the movies on Saturday afternoon to see Transformers 2, and play D&D until 3AM will into the wee hours of Sunday morning. Okay, I admit that I did do two loads of wash on Sunday and make the family a French toast breakfast, but that's not really anything special.

So - now Matt's family will be here in mere hours and I have to regain my sanity and be a hostess. I'm planning to the Nth degree of course so things will go smoothly. I need to remember to send Matt out to buy fireworks - hopefully with his dad before Saturday.

I've got to get more RIT dye and fixative for the tie dying session we are going to have this weekend. AND - I need to pick up shirts! I might just order all that crap online and save myself the running around. I definately have to go to the Dollar store and pick up a bunch of cheap candles. The power has gone out a lot recently with all the storms and we've been using our candles so much there isn't much left.

I feel like the White Rabbit - I'm late, I'm late...and I want to cry out for help...but I need REAL help, like Jedi worthy help! "Help me Obi-wan Kenobi, you're my only hope!" LOL...I am soooo loosing it. Laughing 

 


Posted by amiga/trippiehippie at 12:40 PM CDT
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Friday, 12 June 2009
Ouch - Arthritus, Thunderstorms and Other Stuff to Test Your Metal
Mood:  rushed
Now Playing: Boheimian Rapsody by Queen
Topic: Reality

At 4:15am a marvelous thunder and lightning storm wove its way across south central Kansas and landed over Wellington with much flashing and rolling noise. When that happened and the barometric pressure dropped, my back (which I threw out picking up an old lady's change for her) went crazy. I had a seizing of my lower back muscles that woke me from a fairly deep sleep and tossed me out of bed. I was up and stumbling around, clutching my back and making a beeline to the bathroom - I didn't want to wake Matt.

So there I sat, in tremendous pain, counting out Tylenols in my hand and feeling like pooh. All the joints I have damaged, broken, sprained, etc in my accident prone and formerly athletic life were aching. The elbow I broke roller skating, the knee I hyper-extended sliding into third base, my neck I hurt when learning to surf with a nice face plant into the sand and board into my neck and head, the wrist I broke playing basketball, the other wrist I sprained learning my drum major mace routine and then sprained again when I was learning to twirl a riffle, the ankle and knee I severely sprained cross country skiing, the fingers I have slammed into doors and piano covers...OY VEY...every single one of the was throbbing all in time to each other. I was sick to my stomach and dizzy with the pain. Finally, after some very deep breathing exercises remniscent of Lamaz, I made it back to my bed.

Deep breathing again, and mentally relazing my muscles took effort, but I eventually fell back asleep...and then the alarm went off. Well, Matt got me out of bed and gave me more pain medication and told me to take more at 8am, which I dutifully took. Driving to work in the pouring rain with lightning strikes every other minute or two next to the turnpike was far from interesting and more hair raising than anything.

Well now, the storm is gone, the barometric pressure has returned to normal, and a majority of those aches are a memory. Thank you sunshine!Cool

Ahhh, the weather in Kansas...don't like it...just wait it will change. That is SO the truth.

I really didn't need to feel like pooh today, and I am feeling better as I write this whilst I chomp on my chicken caesar salad and guzzle my Sierra Mist. Year end has really come crashing down on the Financial Services Division, and I mean literally crashing - as in - OUR FINANCIAL SYSTEM! Yes! It crashed!!! Well, the actual hardware, the servers, yeah - they went crispy critter on us Wednesday night. We were having issues Tuesday and went down two hours before end of day, then we were down half the day Wednesday and all day on Thursday. We are up today, but that means I will have to work overtime this Saturday to catch up like I did last Saturday. It's not Oracle's fault, it is the server hardware, not the software. Still - I have to keep telling myself - it's Oracle, not miracle!

Overtime - normally that would mean money in my pocket woo hoo...well, less woo hoo for Matt and I than normal. My co-worker Sandy has just lost her son. He was 32 years old, and him and his wife had just had their second child who was only nine days old when - massive brain aneurism! He simply dropped dead. They kept him on a ventilator for a day or two and ran tests, but he was indeed brain dead. They said it was congenital. Well, Sandy had just had hip and knee surgery and has no time off left, so she has been out since Monday without any pay, and she won't be back until July 6th with arranging for the two memorial services, one in Virginia and one in Wichita (her son was in the military stationed in Virginia), and with attending the actual military burial in North Dakota. His widow is moving back home to be near her parents and Sandy is going to help get everything together. SO she will be out a whole month worth of pay AND of course all the cost for her to fly out to Virigina on an emergency ticket, flying home to Wichita and then to North Dakota and back. We've taken up a collection here at the office to help her. I've decided I am going to give her all my overtime I work this month and make her some meals in small packages so she can freeze them. I can't even imagine her pain and sorrow right now.

Well then, my little back pain can't compare, and I should feel grateful and lucky to be alive. Believe me I am, and I tell Matt I love him everyday. Life is too short.


Posted by amiga/trippiehippie at 12:41 PM CDT
Updated: Friday, 12 June 2009 12:49 PM CDT
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Sunday, 31 May 2009
The Good, The Bad, and The Guilty - Murder Mystery Dinner
Mood:  party time!
Topic: Reality

Matt and I are again playing host and hostess to a Murder Mystery Dinner. This one is a western theme - The Good, The Bad, and The Guilty. It is planned for a Saturday in July and I can't be sure if it was the 18th or the 25th - I just don't remember - so hopefully the guests will straighten me out.

Here is the guest list and their characters - 

Butch Chastity - Robin Lynes - Legendary Butch Chastity is the first lady of outlaws. Her all-woman gang are the Amazons of the American West. There's nothing coy or dainty about Butch. She can drink her fellow outlaws under the table; she can hold her own in a game of poker; she can rob a stagecoach in record time; and she can kill a man just as soon as look at him - and often does. In her secret high-out, a place called the Hole in the Mud, Butch plans the most daring of heists, including her many famed train robberies. It has been rumored that Butch has gotten away with more gold than any outlaw alive.

P'elvis Swagarin - Floyd Lynes - When a mysterious lone gunslinger rides into some dusty western town, it's usually P'elvis Swagarin. Solemn, poker-faced, bowlegged - he's a cowboy's cowboy. Born Peter Elvis Swagarin, he's P'elvis to those who know him. He's a man with no belongings but the shirt on his back, his gun and his saddle...a man who sleeps beneath the icy stars, a horse his only companion. P'elvis appeared out of the prairie heat just two days ago, and ever since he arrived, the whole town of Roadkill has been whispering in hushed tones, wondering who he is and what he wants.

Helena Handcart - Vikki Thompson - Matriarch of the Handcart clan, Helena is the mother of the Handcart boys: all thirteen of them. Billy-Bob, Bobby-Rae, Little Ricky, Martin and Lewis, Harpo, Groucho, Sleepy, Sneezy, Manny, Moe, and Jack. Oh - and, of course, the Beav. Unfortunately, she had to busy all thirteen of her sons after they were tragically killed in a shoot-out at a dairy farm. The now infamous gunfight at the Parkkay Corral left her with nothing but memories. A strong woman, she has been able to survive, although most of the time she remains secluded on the sprawling Handcart Ranch, managing the family cattle business. Helena owns half the territory and never lets anyone forget it.

Chief Breaking Wind - TJ Thompson - Chief Breaking Wind is the distinguished leader of the Cowpai tribe - an hnonorary position these day, since the entire Cowpai tribe fell victim to a mysterious disease several years ago and perished. Still, the stoic chief keeps his traditions alive, trusting that, with his help, the Cowpai will rise again. Unwillingly relieved of his tribal responsibilities, the chief has since opened a successful barber shop in town and, ignorant historial references notwithstanding, hasn't scalped a soul. Still, no one ever angers the chief.

Elvira-Lynn Fekshin - Alison Robbins - Elvia-Lynn is the consummate soiled dove and makes no bones about it, so to speak. She's known throughout the territory, and there's even that famous saloon song written about her - My Heart Burns for You, and Other Places, Too. She's the proud madam of the Pigeon Ranch, the best little you-know-what in Roadkill. Since Judge Waylon Payne is one of her steadiest clients, the law does a good job of looking the other way. To look at her now, you'd never guess she was born in the gutter and suffered a sickly childhood, battling everything from consumption to bubonic plague. But now she spreads, among other things, sunshine wherever she goes.

Wyatt Hertz - Matt Robbins - Wyatt Hertz is by far the most famous lawman in the West. He kept the wild frontier town of Roadkill under tight control, keeping the locals in line with an iron fist of fear. That is, until a shotgun blast caught him in the tender parts. Legend has it that Wyatt was ambushed by the visious Partridge Family gang, and he didn't stand a chance. That was a year ago. Since then, he's retired, letting Judge Waylon Payne reign as both sheriff and justice of the peace. Now Wyatt runs a lucrative rent-a-horse business. He never lost a gunfight, and some folks believe he could take out a whole gunslingin' gang with a single round from his six-shooter.

Dee Adela Muerte - CJ Parson - She is known as just Adela to her friends. Adela is a Mexican beauty with the most pious of spirits but is plagued by bad luck. She's been thrice-widowed - each time as a newlywed. Her first husband, a local politician, died shamefully during on of his secret outings to the Pigeon Ranch. Her second husband, the town pastor, died while preaching, and her third husband, the town undertaker, keeled over from exhaustion while planting the thirteen Handcart boys. Now poor Adela is left to deliver Sunday sermons and forced to become town undertaker. Still, she knows that she will rise above her misfortune. Until then, she'll continue to wear her black mourning veil.

Elias Truist Heath - Joshua Parson - Young Elias is an up-and-coming heart-throb gunfighter. He can dazzle spectators with his quick draw and a spin from hisguns, and when he's not showing off his singing skills, he's demonstrating his pugilistic prowess. He's known as the best brawler west of the Mississippi and comes out of every fight with nary a scratch. Orphaned as a boy, Elias was raised under the firm, wise, hand of Judge Waylong Payne. After a patriotic stint with the U.S. Cavalry Elias returned home to Roadkill and to the women who adore him.

All these characters have been invited to the Public Hanging of The Malevolent Seven at the request of Judge Waylon Payne in the Wyoming Territory Town of Roadkill. - 10pm 2 July 1881.

I am still working on our menu - but here is what I am thinking about making:

  • Pomegranate Chipotle Pork Ribs
  • Sassy Sangria Grilled Chicken
  • Corn on the Corb
  • Alison's special potato salad
  • Sweet Pepper Jalapeno Cornbread
  • Collared greens

 I just went to a Tastefully Simple party hosted by Robin and bought the Pomegranate Chipotle sauce as well as the Sassy Sangria sauce, and the Sweet Pepper Jalapeno salsa, so I might as well use them for a party she is going to attend.

I believe I am going to make either apple pie or peach cobbler for dessert served with vanilla ice cream.

For drinks, I am thinking long neck beers, Mike's Hard Lemonade, and Henry Weinhard's root beer. If I can find real Sasparilla, I will try and serve that. Oh, and of course whiskey! I don't have any more moonshine left from the ranchers in No. California, but I am sure that liquid lightning would have been tasty after aging seven years.

Anyway, I am thinking of decorating the table with a quilt, and serving drinks in mason jars or glass mugs. I am looking into buying blue and white enamelware that I've always wanted, on which to serve this dinner as well.

It is going to be a family style buffet and lots of fun no matter how we set it up.

Okay - off to research collard green receipes.

 

 

 


Posted by amiga/trippiehippie at 4:23 PM CDT
Updated: Sunday, 31 May 2009 6:12 PM CDT
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Thursday, 14 May 2009
American Reinvestment and Recovery Act 2009 is working for us!
Mood:  bright
Now Playing: Born to be Wild by Steppenwolf
Topic: Surprise

The American Reinvestment and Recovery Act of 2009 is making an impact on Wichita Public Schools. New grants are being approved right and left and my office is simply humming with activity on top of all the normal activity that keeps me jumping this time of year.

Just today we were notified 'unofficially' that the district has received $118,130 in ARRA for the expansion of our AmeriCorps Growing Responsible Achievers & School Program (GRASP) program. Currently, the district has 24 people who are paid stipends through the GRASP program who work in our Title I schools while they attend college. They are displaced people, or people who were unemployed and need to be retrained and are looking for jobs in education. These 24 people work with children who need assistance with reading. The GRASP program is like a Grow Your Own Paraeducator or Teacher program. The success rate for participants is very high and most become fully employed by the this district if not other districts in our area as paraeducators (if they attend only 2 years of college) or as teachers if they finish their 4 year education and gain a teaching certificate.

The expansion ARRA grant adds 8 new positions in the GRASP program who are going to focus on children with disabilities who have parents that are either illiterate or are English Language Learners - they can read in their native language but not in English. It is difficult for children of parents who cannot read English to flourish in public schools without extra help. This expansion will coordinate with our current Family Literacy program and expand it for another year. Hopefully, by the end of this expansion program, those people will want to go into educaitonal careers permanently and will join the ranks of our growing highly qualified paraeducators.

Just last month we received confirmation that the district will be getting nearly $19.5 million in ARRA for Title I schools. Due to this extra money, schools that met Title I criteria in our district that we didn't have the money to fund will now get funding. These bubble schools will get the additional extra help and equipment the have been lacking. It is fabulous and I am so happy that both schools our children attend will be getting more funding for their programs!

Last week our Lunch Program submitted a grant for about $217K for additional equipment funded by the ARRA. Should we get this grant, it would definately help our lunch program which eeks by. Our district's lunch program receives federal funding through the National Lunch Program, but that money is only used for food. All the equipment has to come from other funds. Considering that the district has over 67% free and reduced lunch enrollment for our 49,000 children, the lunch program gets most of its money from the National reimbursement. This has only increased as the massive layoffs in the airline manufacturing sector have hit Wichita. Thank goodness the mortgage crisis didn't occur here, although we have seen a tremendous increase in homeless children (nearly triple the amount). So, this equipment money will be good so that the necessary equipment can be replaced, and funding that would have been diverted into the cost of food can be used to replace failing equipment.

On top of that, our Homeless Child Youth program is poised to receive over $133K in ARRA funding if our other grant gets approved. Like I said, we've tripled in the homeless population due to the financial crisis. This money will certainly help children in need of clothing, transportation, and other needs unemployment or welfare dollars can't be stretched to cover.

So - good use of ARRA is happening at Wichita Public Schools, and I am proud that my tax dollars are helping to fund it! 

 


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Wednesday, 13 May 2009
Let me e'splain...no, too long...let me sum up
Mood:  bright
Topic: Reality

It has been pointed out by Ed, Shurree, and others that I have neglected my blog now for months. Considering that I pay to host my own website, I am feeling financially guilty now, and must rectify this situation immediately.

Many things have happened since I last updated my blog. To sum up:

·         Matt was called back in March and again in May (currently) to provide temporary work at his old job. Thus, unemployment stops and he gets a paycheck for two weeks at a time. Today marks two weeks back at his job – temporarily – as they announced more layoffs yesterday at a company meeting. Hopefully Matt will be able to finish out the week before he is laid off again.

 

·         My Dad and Pat bought a new house in Lancaster and moved in a few weeks ago! I am very excited for them both.

 

·         We took a vacation (really our Honeymoon after 6+ years of waiting) to South Padre Island, Texas renting a beach house from April 20-27. It was fabulous. $1,800 for seven full days(!) plus tax and $125 cleaning fee. The Banana Cabana (that’s the house’s name) was luxurious and had its own private pool. It would have slept ten people easily. Four bedrooms, awesome couch, amazing kitchen with an array of cooking gizmos that I was impressed with from the get go. Granite countertops, plush mattresses, sunken Jacuzzi tub in the master bathroom suite. Three full bathrooms overall! Hammocks and a grill – wow – just awesome. We went grocery shopping the second day and stayed in for a perfect Honeymoon. I cooked for us – grilled jumbo prawns, HUGE scallops, salmon, mahi mahi, a porterhouse steak for Matt, spaghetti Bolognese, Mexican food with fresh Pico de Gallo. ANYWAY – we were alone together, relaxed, and snuggly. I got to float in a pool for days on end and got a nice tan, too.

 

·         My car has signaled that it is nearing the end of its life. The orange Service Engine Soon light came on and from what the guys at Firestone said, my catalytic converters (Pathfinders have two) are on their way to the happy hunting grounds. Replacing them, the sensors, etc would run me about $3,300 so we are readying ourselves for some car hunting. Any suggestions on what not to buy and what to buy? I like trucks and SUVs as both Matt and I are tall people – so no Cooper Minis and stuff made for average size people. My Pathfinder works, but we’d both appreciate a vehicle with more head and leg room.

 

·         We suspect that Matt’s debit card number was swiped by the scallywags at Simple Simon Pizza/Taco Tico in Wellington as over $243 in iTunes charges have appeared on our bank account. Bank of America fraud protection contacted us, froze Matt’s debit card – then cancelled it. Matt went in Monday and filed a police report with the City of Wellington PD and we’re in the process of filling out all kinds of paperwork to get the information the bank has on the transactions origins and such so the police can investigate and don’t have to file a subpoena. What fun and excitement! NOT!

 

·         Planning for summer vacation has had its ups and downs. The children will most likely not be going to Delaware with their grandparents this summer as they have for the last four years due to circumstances beyond our control. Long story there involving Kyle, counselors, and well, more stuff than I can mention online. It looks like Matt’s parents are going to come visit us instead of the children going there – which is tougher on them with the super long drive from Pennsylvania and such in the middle of summer heat. We haven’t seen them since Christmas of 2008, so it will be nice to visit with Debbie and Ed, and see how much Kayla has grown up in the passing months. I believe Deanna is going to escape from her job for a bit to come if she can. Now that I have learned how to knit, perhaps she can share some of her knitting knowledge with me?

 

·         Speaking of knitting, I have three feet of my first scarf done! It isn’t perfect, but it is fun. When I finish it, I will post a picture online.

 

·         Matt and I are going movie crazy this summer. We’ve already seen X-Men Origins: Wolverine (we took Kyle to this), and last weekend we saw Star Trek. We are going to take the children to see Star Trek this weekend. We are planning on taking them to Night at the Museum on May 29, and Land of the Lost (which opens June 5). Also on our list of movies this summer is Transformers 2, Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince, and GI Joe: Rise of Cobra. It will definitely be a blockbuster summer!


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Saturday, 28 February 2009
Durban II and the Fight Against Racism, Social Injustice, and All That Nasty CRAP
Mood:  chatty
Now Playing: "What Is And What Should Never Be" by Led Zeppelin
Topic: Politicians

For those of you who don't know, CRAP is a technical term. Yep. I confirmed it yesterday at a Budget Planning meeting on Project Lead The Way with Jim, Eldon, Cindy and Vikki - CRAP is a technical term. Thus,  I am using it in this blog and in the title for this blog, so deal with it.

***

In 2001, a conference was held in Durban, South Africa. This conference was called the World Conference against Racism (WCAR). Prior to this conference two other conferences had been held on the same subject matter, one in 1978 and the other in 1983. This year, 2009, another conference will be held to discuss racism. It was recently announced, like yesterday or Thursday, that the US is boycotting this conference to be held in Geneva, Switerland.

There are many reasons to attend a conference on racism. The top one that I can think of is that racism still plays a HUGE unacknowledged role in the United States and around the world, and it should be discussed throuoghly by the leaders of nations around this world and mutually agreed upon as an evil that must be eliminated. Yet, there are numerous reasons why THIS particular conference on racism should be scrapped.

From all reported sources, the pre-conference meetings that have been held to plan the WCAR conference for April 2009 have been producing documents that are clearly Anti-Semetic, and contains language that some consider defeats the purpose of the conference.

The explicit purpose of the conferences is to bring to light racism, racial discrimination, xenophobia, and related intolerance. I've read the document from 2001, the one that President Bush wouldn't sign, and it says some major things that I agree with and is very blunt in its assessment of past injustice and current injustices which are still being faced today. Still, it was imperfect and lacked some major realizations.

Here is one area that is both important for the good that it strives for, but is also woefully lacking:

Under the section titled "Programme of Action", the subsection "III. Measures of prevention, education and protection aimed at the eradication of racism, racial discrimination, xenophobia and related intolerance at the national, regional and international levels", paragraph number 74 as follows:

74. Urges States and invites non-governmental organizations and the private sector:

a.) To create and implement policies that promote a high-quality and diverse police force free from racism, racial discrimination, xenophobia and related intolerance, and recruit actively all groups, including minorities, into public employment, including the police force and other agencies within the criminal justice system (such as prosecutors);

b.) To work to reduce violence, including violence motivated by racism, racial discrimination, xenophobia and related intolerance, by:

   i. Developing educational materials to teach young people the importance of tolerance and respect;

  ii. Addressing bias before it manifests itself in violent criminal activity;

  iii. Establishing working groups consisting of, among others, local community leaders and national and local law enforcement officials, to improve coordination, community involvement, training, education and data collection, with the aim of preventing such violent criminal activity;

  iv. Ensuring the civil rights laws that prohibit violent criminaly activity are strongly enforced;

  v. Enhancing data collection regardin violence motivated by racism, racial discrimination, xenophobia and related intolerance;

  vi. Providing appropriate assistance to victims, and public education to prevent future incidents of violence motivated by racism, racial discrimination, xenophobia and related intolerance;

Lots of good things in that little section we can cheer for, right? Yes. Many good ideas about the police, violence and justice system, etc. BUT...Okay, now, part of this is total CRAP (here's that technical word again). The very first statement i.) Developing educational materials to teach young people the importance of tolerance and respect;

Why is this CRAP? Because nobody wants to be simply TOLERATED. I don't want to teach my children to simply tolerate people who are different. I want my children to accept people, with all their differences, as people deserving of all the human rights and respects that they want and enjoy for themselves.

I am one of the Cultural Proficiency trainers at my workplace. People look at me and see a white woman and make assumptions about me. This pisses me off to no end! My cultural heritage and identity cannot be summed up as 'white woman'. My father's side of the family has a rich cultural heritage which goes back to Spanish colonoization of current day Mexico and the migration of the descendants of those Spanish & Amerindian offspring (the Mestizo - meaning mixed) to Spanish controlled California in the late 1780's and early 1790's. They moved and brought both Spanish and Amerindian cultures with them, and then, settled down living and marrying local indigenous people of California.

Meanwhile, my father's great great grandfather came from France and moved to California and married into the family. Then, years later, my father's other side of the family came from Southern Italy and the Spanish/French/Mexican-Amerindian married. In my great-grandfather's home, Spanish & French were spoken. In my great-grandmother's home, English & Italian were spoken. They all ended up producing my father, a rich blend of all those histories, cultures, enthicities. Family gatherings were huge at my Great Grandfather Barney's house, with large tables spread out so my Great Aunts could make tamales and chatter away in Spanish. I never learned it - my Grandmother Betty spoke with a clear accent, and she didn't want my father nor me to have the stigma that an accent carried, so she made sure that we weren't proficient in Spanish. I knew only commands like, "Siéntese" or "Cierra la boca" or "Traiga la abuela los plátanos" simple stuff. I called my Grandma Betty - Nana, and occasionally Abuela. I thought that was her name for a while until I learned it meant Grandmother. It was frustrating and now that I think about it, very sad, that my family did this to me. I never felt particularly close to them because they spoke Spanish around me and I felt excluded.

My mother's side was just as mixed up, Lithuanian, Creek Indian, and Armenian. Talk about diverse. One side of the family farmers, the other side cobblers, and factory laborers. My Grandmother and her sisters were raised speaking both Armenian and English, but my grandmother refused to teach Armenian to my mother or me. Again, it was exclusionary, and whenever my Great Aunts and my Grandmother spoke in Armenian to each other, it was purposefully to exclude us so they could talk about things privately. It felt awful. Now, my Great Aunt Peggy wasn't apparently like that and my cousin Paula speaks Armenian, and even moved back to Armenia a few years ago with her husband who also speaks it fluently.

I've attempted to learn Spanish, French, and Italian to reconnect with the various parts of my family and it iwas and is painful. I have sought to research my family ancestry because I feel disconnected and unwelcome. I don't want to be 'tolerated' at the Machado family reunion because I am not bilingual, or because I look white with pale skin and blue eyes. I am a genetic freak of nature. Both my parents have brown hair and eyes, and darker skin, olive in tint that can tan to pretty dark, yet I was a genetic improbabilty that found the genes in my Lithuanian side, and possibly French side and poof - no traces of my Amerindian, Italian, Armenian hertitage are clear. Take a look at this picture from my first birthday - at the bottom of this blog. I am seated on my Abuela's lap (that's my father's mother Betty). Next to her in the white is my Grandmother "Babe" Rose (the 100 % Armenian one). Behind her is my Grandfather Al who is the one of Lithuanian and Creek Indian heritage. The other man is my Grandfather Joe, who was 100% Italian. The other lady is my step-Grandmother Shirley, married to Grandpa Joe at this time. Do I look out of place in this picture? I mean seriously - I have my Grandfather Al's eyes, but look at my Grandmothers!

This is how I have felt my whole life. An outsider. This is why discrimination and racism hits me so hard. My Grandfather Al was a total racist and made terrible comments about my father repeatedly in front of me. He also made extremely racist comments about my adopted brother David and thought nothing of it. It hurt me even at that very young age and I understood it was wrong. His comments on the Catholic religion that both my Grandmothers adhered to were hateful, and unforgiving. He was upset that my mother would marry a N-word - yes, that's what he called my father, besides other things, because my father was mixed race in my Grandfather's eyes. Italians and Mexican/Amerindians just weren't white people. He had no problem with my Grandmother "Babe" even though she was Armenian, although the rat bastard did cheat on her and ended up marrying a nauseating "true white" woman of Polish heritage.

I applaud President Obama for not bringing the US to the table at this upcoming conference in Geneva in April. If mere tolerance is going to be on the table and nothing more, then we cannot be apart of that. We are not adhereing to the expressed beliefs of our shared American Dream if we are merely tolerating people.

Acceptance and embracing of each others diversities is what this world needs. Do not misunderstand me...I do not advocate the melting pot effect where we loose the important cultural traditions. I am not advocating seperate but equal...no not seperate...side by side embracing each other and equal. Not you over there and me over here, but both of us together, side by side, hand in hand, stepping together for justice, equality, liberty, freedom for all people in the human family regardless of the color of their skin, the language they speak, the religion they practice, their sexual orientation, their gender, their age, their national origin, their wealth, their so-called caste - all of it. One human family.


Posted by amiga/trippiehippie at 11:24 AM CST
Updated: Saturday, 28 February 2009 11:30 AM CST
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Saturday, 21 February 2009
Make Me Smile
Mood:  amorous
Now Playing: "Make Me Smile" by Chicago
Topic: Matt is Awesome

For my baby! I love you with all my heart, body and soul...TO US!!!

Children play in the park, they don't know
I'm alone in the dark, even though
Time and time again I see your face smiling inside

I'm so happy that you love me
Life is lovely when you're near me
Tell me you will stay make me smile

Living life is just a game so they say
All the games we used to play fade away
We may now enjoy the dreams we shared so long ago

Oh my darling, got to have you.
Feel the magic when I hold you
Cry sweet tears of joy, touch the sky

Now I need you more than ever.
No more crying we're together
Tell me you will stay make me smile 

Laughing

 


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Monday, 16 February 2009
Murder Mystery Party Time - The Watersdown Affair
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: "Snow (Hey Oh)" by Red Hot Chili Peppers
Topic: Being Happy

Finally, after three years of originally planning on hosting this party, Matt and I are going to have a Murder Mystery Dinner using The Watersdown Affair. "How To Host A Murder" is a dinner party game for eight. I have hosted them in the past playing "Roman Ruins", "The Good, The Bad, & The Guilty", and "Powar & Greede" for fundraiser dinners as well as bachelorette parties.

This time, it is just for fun and I hope that those I have invited will actually show up. Three years ago when I planned on doing this party one of my guests cancelled two hours before the party, and well, that screwed us all. You have to have eight people at this party or it doesn't work. You have more, and for the fundraiser dinners, I actually created extra parts for the non-players like servants and detectives and such. This time, it is just going to be the eight of us. Here is my guest list:

Character Names  / Played By:

Dr. Malcom K.T. Praktiss aka "Mal" - Matt Robbins

Miranda T. Shetes aka "Randy" - CJ Parson

Roger S. B. Astird aka "Rog" - TJ Thompson

Dame Allison Bigh aka "Ali" - C'est moi! - Alison Robbins

Prosper Alvin Bates, Esquire aka "Pro" - Joshua Parson

Donald J. Brooks aka "Donny" - Floyd Lynes

Florence Wing Brooks aka "Flo" - Robin Lynes

Eiaguielle R. Aminmund aka "E.R.A" - Vikki Thompson

Thankfully, my latest copy of "Food & Wine" magazine arrived in the mail just this last week, so I have been inspired to come up with a suitably snooty menu for the setting of a 1936 British Mansion. I am not going completely authentic, because I don't eat beef and the menu with the game calls for Roast Beef and Yorkshire Pudding. I do make Yorkshire Pudding on occasion, but as it isn't my husband's favorite thing the in the world, I have opted to create my own menu. The game also suggests asparagus soup as an authentic 1936 British dish, but there again, my husband's dislike for asparagus has won the day. SO, all things being equal, I have tried my best to create a menu (and wine list) that will work appropriately. Here goes:

Hors d'œuvre

Roasted Cherry Tomatoes with Feta Cheese

Bacon & Cream Cheese Stuffed Portobello Mushrooms

Cucumber Slices & Chèvre Cheese with Golden Caviar

Black Sesame Seed Salmon Wasabi Balls

Roasted Garlic, Hummus & Bread

Stuffed Olives & Pickled Ginger

 

Salad

 

Baby Spinach & Spring Greens

with Balsamic Vinaigrette Dressing

 

Main Course

Rosemary Garlic Crown Pork Roast

Sautéed Whole Green Beans

Sweet Potato Gratin

 

Dessert

 

Creamy Caramel Pudding with Nut Brittle

For libations for the evening we are serving special drinks with each course of the meal.

During the Hors d'œuvre service we will be serving Vodka Martinis (shaken not stirred of course), and two choices of wine suggested by F&W 2007 Chateau Grande Cassagne Rose and 2005 Taz Santa Barbara County Pinot Noir.

With Salad we will sample a 2007 Franciscan Napa Valley Sauvignon Blanc.

With our Main Course we serve two very different drinks. The first is a 2007 Napa Cellars Chardonnay, and the second is Lindeman's Framboise Lambic. The pork dish and accompanying sides should be set off well with the fruity flavors of the fine Belgian Ale, as well as the Chardonnay.

Finally, with Dessert we will have Sandeman's Tawny Port - the 20 year old selection.

So, we will be wine tasting. I am not that big on wine, and I don't think many of my guests have ever experienced a true wine tasting, but with eight of us, we'll each get a nice nip of each bottle, enough to get a taste of the complex wine mingled with the flavors of the dishes. Hopefully, everything will complement each other. Now, I just have to locate the bottles somewhere in Wichita, or have my mother find it for me in Los Angeles. I could always place an order at Global Liquors and see if they can get the vintages I want. We'll just have to wait and see. If worse comes to worst, I'll have to select from the various Chardonnay, Rose, Pinot Noir, and Sauvignon Blanc available to me. Cross your fingers folks, it isn't like Wichita is the wine capital of the world. LOL!

To complete the ambiance of the evening, I have put together a four hour selection of songs from the 1930's and have printed a fake "The Times" newspaper for that Friday. I did research on the events of the day and the newspaper's leanings at that time. I have the correct editor's name, and top stories:

King Edward VII was in ill health and our dinner party weekend takes place just nine days before he dies. At this time King Edward and Queen Mary had initially received their son's girlfriend Mrs. Wallace Simpson at Buckingham palace, but after that first meeting, they had refused to receive her again. Prince Edward and Mrs. Simpson were making headlines, and within the year of our story, he abdicates the throne to marry her.

Also, at this time construction of the Hoover Dam had been completed and finishing installations of power lines and generators were in process. The dam would begin pumping out power in ten months time.

German troops were threatening to occupy the Rhineland and France has asked for British military support, to which the British had been indecisive at best. Prime Minister Baldwin was not as popular even though he had beat Neville Chamberland in the 1935 general election. War in Europe was on the horizon, but it hadn't become WWII just yet.

The Popular Front was gaining support in Spain as a response to the growing Fascist régimes  in Italy and Germany. General Franco was plotting his revolution which would take place just six months after our storyline.

Also, I have include the relevant sporting info - 1936 British Home Championship was underway with three of the six matches between England, Wales, Scottland, and Ireland completed. The fourth match was scheduled for February 5th, so a great topic of conversation was speculation on the coming match between England and Wales, and if Fred Tilson of England would repeat his 2 goal performance in game 4 against Wales as he had in game 2 against Ireland.

In between all those stories, I placed a story about one of our characters in the murder mystery Miss Miranda T. Shetes including a picture.

Invitations go out tomorrow to my guests, although I have cleared the date with them in advance. They each get an invitation with bios of each of the characters and suggested costumes for the party. They get a copy of the menu and 'The Times' newspaper I have created to help set the mood.

I'm excited as I get to buy a new dress for the occasion and buy Matt a doctor's coat and stethoscope for his costume!


Posted by amiga/trippiehippie at 11:50 AM CST
Updated: Monday, 16 February 2009 12:02 PM CST
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Saturday, 14 February 2009
Pandora
Mood:  lyrical
Now Playing: Pandora - Grateful Dead Radio channel I created
Topic: Music
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Who am I - really?
Mood:  mischievious
Now Playing: "Today" by Smashing Pumpkins
Topic: Ponderings

Well, there are sure are a lot of quizzes out there and for some reason I keep taking them. I am trying to define just who I am, and sometimes the quizzes are actually right, and surprising, they are dead on more often than not. The quizzes are running about a 95% rate I’d say! So, here goes, who am I? According to the quizzes I am: 

1)      A FULL BLOODED FEMINIST – and I would have to say very much so yes, I am. The quiz says, You believe in women's rights all the way and continue to be unhappy with the way things are right now and wish for more change. You are willing to take part in marches, boycotts and meetings that involve the amelioration of women's issues. You realize that society views feminists negatively but still are proud to call yourself one. You are appalled to see women who don't have a clue that "gender" is simply a term which the definition is 100% man made. If you feel a comment is sexist or makes you uncomfortable you speak up on it! You are always aiming to help others become aware of how much further women need to go and how society restricts them and predetermines their roles. You hate that feminists are so divided in themselves and believe that only if they are unified can they make a difference. We need more of you!”

2)    A TOTAL LEFT WING LIBERALCongratulations, you do not drink the Republican Kool-Aid. You haven't been brainwashed and are able to think for yourself rather than get your daily marching orders from the right-wing media. Mindless submission to our leader has no place in America. You, sir or ma'am, are a patriot.” Yes, that is what the quiz actually said. 

3)     I am defined by the movie “The Breakfast Club” and the musical “Labyrinth” which I have to admit, I totally agree with because I LOVE both of those wildly. 

4)    I am best suited to be a “White Mage” followed very closely by “Black Mage”, so what does that mean? I think it means that depending on the right situation, I could be your best friend or your worst nightmare, so don’t push it. 

5)     LITERATURE NERDDoes sitting by a nice cozy fire, with a cup of hot tea/chocolate, and a book you can read for hours even when your eyes grow red and dry and you look sort of scary sitting there with your insomniac appearance? Then you fit this category perfectly! You love the power of the written word and its eloquence; and you may like to read/write poetry or novels. You contribute to the smart people of today's society; however you can probably be overly-critical of works.”  Yes, that is what it said and I relate to it utterly.

6)     On the Personality Test I come out with this: Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.”  AND supposedly I am both Phoebe Buffet “Nutty and musical but loving and giving...to the point that you would birth your brother's triplets.”  And Buddha You are Buddha. You are a very peaceful person, you love all who love you. You are a cheerful personality, and you have a great sense of humor. Congratulations!! You are Buddha!!”  Well, I am definitely Buddha like in shape (LOL), but I don’t think I would ever birth my brother’s triplets – he has six kids already, isn’t that enough?

7)     My perfect Harry Potter mate is Remus Lupin, which makes total sense to me as my husband Matt is the spirit of the wolf and has been all his life. Duh, we had wolf wedding rings made, he is the only wolf on my ring and his ring has the four of us on it – our pack. No wonder my quiz said, You like a nice, quiet mate with a little wildness hidden away. A true gentleman, he will not take advantage, you will have to take the first step. Very loyal, but very shy, it will be hard to win him over, but once you have mated, it will be for life. It is so very true it is spooky

8)     AND, apparently I am the “Worldwide Freakshow Champ” which I do tend to agree with, and so do my co-workers and my truly close friends. You are beyond weird. People pay money just to see how weird you are. Stay away from weird and normal people. Remember they're contagious. Take advantage of how special you are.”

9)     AND apparently besides being all of the above, another quiz tells me, “I AM ASSERTIVE” – No, really?

You assert yourself whenever it's necessary, but you're always polite and appropriate about it. You're not a bully, a manipulator, or a nag. You just state what you need quickly and honestly. You've been assertive for so long that it just comes naturally to you. You're definitely not shy. People wonder why you get what you want in life. Well, it's because you ask for it!”

Seriously, I totally agree with #9 and boy has it gotten me into trouble, and helped define who I let be close to me or not. It certainly weeds out those people who can’t take having a woman in charge, yes, in charge, because I tend to be a leader and take over things when I see that stuff that needs to get taken care of immediately isn’t being done. I will try to allow others to lead, and if they are capable, I am more than willing to follow a competent leader.  I will not take the lead though if I am not being compensated for it somehow. I’d better be well paid and respected if you want me to lead, and those who follow better damn well know that I am in charge and hop to it because dissension in the ranks is a clear red flag on the heads of those who are asking to be fired and quickly. I don’t ask anyone to work any harder than I work. When I am in charge I give it my absolute all and toil mercilessly until the job is done. Those that can keep up and work right along side me, I reward lavishly. Those who can’t keep up with me, I try to encourage while I assess what they need and if they will ever be capable of rising to the level they need to be at. But, those who fail and show no hope of ever being able to keep up, I leave them for the sharks. It is better to weed out those that can’t keep up with my crew than have them pull everyone else down – especially in morale.

I’ve learned a lot over the years, and I know that I am demanding. I know that I used to be a terrible leader, unrelenting and not understanding at all. I've grown up a lot since then, taken management courses, read a lot of books on the subject matter, and have grown into the position better - now. 

I let everyone know that I expect the closest thing to perfect that can be achieved reasonably - that's what I aim at - why initally try for anything less than that? I say it straight out and because of that I am often called blunt or assertive. I say it as tactfully as I can, but I think everyone knows where they stand with me because I am up front and honest about just how hard I work to make things run smoothly, and how hard I expect them to work as well. I know, depending on the task at hand, I can be "The Energizer Bunny". I have also met a few people with much more energy than myself and actually tire me (*cough - my mother-in-law Debbie - cough*)

This is in my personal life as well as my professional life. Does it sound cruel, or is it really pragmatic? Honestly – wouldn’t you like to know where you stood with your boss at any given time, and be given real goals, and deadlines, as well as rewards that reflect your true worth?

10)  Finally – if I were food, yes, you heard me, food, what kind of food am I? Well, here goes: I AM LASAGNA! Yes, world, here it is, “Compared to most people, you are open- hearted and genuinely friendly. You go out of your way to make sure everyone is comfortable and happy. It's likely that you're a good cook, and you have a few signature crowd pleaser meals. You enjoy entertaining and welcoming guests into your home.”


Posted by amiga/trippiehippie at 9:19 AM CST
Updated: Saturday, 14 February 2009 9:37 AM CST
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